January 28, 2009
i am not sure.
therefore i am reading this book:
ILove written by Johanna Castellanos.
this book teaches me how to choose the right guy for myself.
the chapters includes
1) a good begining
2) having a plan of action
3) guarding your heart
4) being set free
5) embracing true love pt1
6) embracing true love pt2
7) more than just friends
8) courtship
i have finished the first and second chapters..
and here is what i have learnt.
stages prior to manage
1) formation
> Fruit of the spirit
-hope
-love
-joy
-peace
-patience
- gentleness
- faithfulness
- self control
-kindness
2) waiting on God
>making a covenant with God
- i will never do thing in secret
- i will never have a relationship with a person who doesnt share the same Christian principles
- i will wait until i am ____before i think about my emotional area.
3) Establishing principles
>principles to help guard my heart.
4) falling in love
>do not skip the stages of the process.
i must commit myself to wait for God's designated time.
5) marriage
> when i correctly go through each of the stages, i will recieve God's full blessing in every area of my life
=D
claudia, this is for u!
LOL. these are the pics we took @ TP taxi stand while waiting for our parents to arrive.
enjoy..
CNY was so fun.. i was like camwhoring on the car with ming and joe (@ the last row of the car)
joe was making so many funny actions.. LOL.
ming was playing along with us.
Reunion dinner @ gramp's steamboat!!!
yummy...
angpows..
food...
and then the gambling segment started.
i decided not to gamble anymore
(cause i find that its not a great practice, although it is done only once a year)
i ate alot during the 2 days of break.
i love bak kua.. i tried to limit myself though. LOL.
i also love the yam cake and the beng kui.
i have enjoyed the CNY break. even though it is short.. i have enjoyed the time spent with my cousins and family members. =D
January 25, 2009
sick sick sick
i had fever and felt super drousy.
On monday i had fever..
so i missed training.
on tuesday i had a super bad headache and left home right after PFP lect.
i was so dizzy, like everything is spinning.
i was like so afraid to go for training.. then half way thru the training i faint so i headed home.
missed training again.
the rest of the week was also the same.
wed, thurs and friday.... drousy drousy dizzy dizzy...
i felt so bad that i have to skip training on thurs again. =(
although i went to sch for lessons... i feel that my body cannot take vigourous exercise for the past few days..
i feel better now after resting on the weekend.
i am also feeling relieved that my comm skills meeting presentation, IF test and PFP proj is all over.. completed.
yay.
January 18, 2009
I'M SICK
i feel so weak today.. and my nose's skin is peeling now.. LOL
(due to the rubbing and blowing of nose)
during the worship time @ Gkids.. i was so drousy..
i initially wanted to go home first..
but i figured out that Alex will need my help. so i stayed on.
after Gkids i head for home. slept thru the whole bus journey.
bought lunch.. ate it while watching Mr. Magoo and then slept for 90min.
then i did my tutorials.. International finance and Calculus and FOI
Dinner @ gramps
home..
tried to complete the remaining tutorials
and then PFP proj.
i hope i am well enough to go for training tmr.
January 14, 2009
is blogging the best form of expression of my feelings??
so that i can express myself freely w/o ppl viewing..(only selected??)
this is me
but what most people don't know is that i am good in hiding my feelings.
i do not want others to worry about me, thats all.
when i am upset/stressed/angry/scared....
i wont reveal it to anyone. not at all.
i'll keep it to myself.....and i will act as if nothing has happened
its just my character.
somehow i think its unhealthy for myself, if this continues....for a long run
HOW SHLD I SOLVE THIS?
January 13, 2009
i want to praise my pfp grp members for being so productive today.. we managed to finish like 1/2 of the proj in like 3 hours plus.
okok... i want to talk about training..
i had super loads of fun @ training today.
-i managed to do a head stand.
-then bridge cross-over , 2 cartwheels.
-jumped over stephanie's, geok ghee, sharon backs
[ mrs keong said that it will help in the toe touch jump]
and
-ASSIST TO HAND!! omg. its like the first single stunt i ever did. yayayayay!
-then we did like elevator (backspot catch and then reload twist)
cool right!! ha, my muscles are aching now but i love the feeling of satisfaction. =D
nationals training 3 times per wk up till study wk and then skip one wk of training due to exams..
then training all the way till march 14.
Blazers rock ;)
January 12, 2009
its sunday!
i attended service @ 8.30am
then served @ Gkids @ 10am.
today was games day for the kids, Celine chose this game called "outburst" bible style
after playing this game.. i have evaluated something.
i need to read the bible more often.
anyways, i was informed that i will receive my BARNABAS jacket and leader's tag next week.
i'll be serving in the kids ministry frm this year onwards in one month rotation. i have yet to warm up with the girls. but at least i can click with some of the girls. =)
the primary 5 girls are quite a good bunch. well behaved, well mannered and not very noisy.
i like them.
after church, papa took the family together with gonggong and my granduncle's family to Fortunate Restaurant @ Toa Payoh to celebrate my gonggong's 78th birthday.
i love the dim sums. enjoyed every piece of it.
after that.. when i reached home.. i crashed on my bed. slept for 3 hours.
wad a sleeping beauty i am ^^
dinner, then.. home..
then..
PFP PROJ!!
tried to finalised the 3 wks. with loads of help from claudia
many thanks claudia!!
ur of great help!!
worked with her till close to 1am.
i've been working on projs till late @ night.
that explains the panda eyes i am having for the past few days..
and the pimples!! omg.. all popping out. =(
i need more of beauty slp from the survey i took frm shape.com.sg
( see under shape tools> sleep tools)
the survey said that i am clearly deprived of sleep.
How likely are you to fall asleep in the following situation?
1. Sitting and reading
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
2. Watching television?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
3. Sitting inactive in a public place (theater or meeting)?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
4. As a passenger in a car for an hour without a break?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
5. Lying down to rest in the afternoon?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
6. Sitting and talking to someone?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
7. Sitting quietly after lunch (when you have had no alcohol)?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
8. In a car, while stopped in traffic?
0 = would never doze 1 = slight chance of dozing 2 = moderate chance of dozing 3 = high chance of dozing
Results
Your answers to the Epworth Sleepiness Test indicate you may be significantly sleep-deprived. You may wish to consult with your physician to discuss futher investigation.
look @ my results. -.-
January 09, 2009
long and tired day
i can say that compiling is no fun at all.
i am so super tired and hungry right now.
when i was doing the compilation.. i felt so hungry that i ate the remaining fish porridge, its already COLD. but i did care. i am too hungry. i did not have proper dinner again.
i hope i wont get gastric again. =(
i need sleep now. tatas.
January 07, 2009
relationships
isit because of peer pressure? to meet one's desires?
i feel that going into a relationship is a very serious matter.
this is because both parties need to take time off to spend with each other..
maybe at least once a week, the couple will meet up together to have meals..chat..shop..
when one is not ready and he/she just jump into the relationship with the opposite gender....
that relationship might not work out well.
i have heard that some friends who have 2-3 Exs.
these aren't matters to boost about.
i feel that when one at a mature age to date.. maybe in the mid-twenties..
both gender will be able to understand each other better...and thus reduce the tendency of breakups.
breakups are the most undesired event to happen in one's life. some may take a long time to recover ( the broken heart) whereas some are already numb against the pain.
well, sometimes i have feelings of wanting to get attached.
i had my first ever CRUSH when i was in sec 3.
sometimes i will think of me and the guy together..
(come to think of it, i feel abit childish now..haha..)
but i have my pirorities set straight..
no going into realtionships till i am done with university. =)
some may think that i am crazy.. but i am not.
i just want to find the right guy for myself.
what a wonderful day ;)
this verse from Alex has helped me throughout the day as i pondered over it.
nobody is perfect and sometimes one makes mistakes which cannot be changed or erased.
so one can only not repeat the mistake again by finding a solution.
alex's qt verse has spurred me to start reading the bible again. there are lots of treasures to be found in there.. : )
anyways, cheer was fun today.
we did up some of the stunts-dance-cheer parts..
so extra training tmr to piece up everything.
i am glad that i am able to do a cartwheel and a handstand!!
FINALLY!!
it took me like ages to finally mastered the both so called easy actions.
i know i am weak and is a slow learner... but i am willing to put in effort to try.
and i manage to do it! yay =D
and...
Happy Birthday to the January babies
1) Jan
2) geok ghee
3) caryn
4) ming
5) shawnie
6) gong gong
7) jasmine chye
January 04, 2009
well, so now adult service and youth service is combined.
and today's turnout was excellent!!
FULL HOUSE! awesome!!
i will be serving in kids minstry from this year on..
taking one month rotation shifts.
there will be an orientation camps for the leaders. =D
i am hoping that the camp will fall on the month of march cause it is the time i am free.
then papa drove the kids to TC to meet mummy cause she is serving Chinese choir..
dropped us at Parkway and had lunch. and i went window shopping with juan.
hehe..i tried on 2 pretty dresses.. may consider to buy it for cny.
( but the colour is black and white. =.= )
now i am rushing to complete my projects.
god pls help me!! =)