March 19, 2011
I'm going to Canada to study!!
YES! I'm going Canada to study.
yeah, I've told this to most of the ppl ive met up recently.
Well, some may have heard I wanted to study @ SIM previously.
Here is why there is a change in decision.
It all began @ the Xmen camp-Teens xite service last year,
Pastor Daniel was preaching on a sermon on the Burning Bush. (On how Moses encountered God) It was an extended worship service. We were told to pray for directions in our lifes and for God to speak to us. Well, i asked for the direction for which uni to accept to if an offer was given.
Then, I saw 2 visions: - 4 "S" lightning flashes
- grad ceremony (saw myself on stage receiving an award, like for outstanding results )
then I asked God, what does 4 s lightning flashes mean?
Well, at the point in time, I had applied for 3 Uni in Canada and planning to apply/waiting for SIM registration to open.
Actually, I was quite against going to Canada for several reasons.
So i tot the Vision of 4 "S" was "SIM SIM SIM SIM!!'
yeah, cause my heart had other motives/fears.
I fear of graduating older than girl friends,
I fear of stepping out to work later than normal girls = need more time to save up b4, finding my partner, getting married and start a family.
And of course, my ministry!!
THEN, I remembered this verse I read during my Quiet time,
"When we covet something contrary to God's will, God will give it to us, but only to regret it later. "
Yeah, I dont want to regret what God has planned for me, so I'm going!!
YES, so the 4 "S" means this:
RYERSON UNIVERSITY, TED ROGERS SCHOOL OF MANAGEMENT
(so cool right??) I've underlined all the "S'
Yah and I can feel a change in me. Previously when my parents talk about sending me over to Canada to study, I'll be all jumpy and totally shut off. (I'm the inward rebellion kind, so i wont shout or say anything, just keep quiet. But somehow my actions can see that I am not interested in going.)
BUT now, I sense a change in character. (I feel all excited to go now. :) )
YES!! and during the recent G12 conference, Pastor Cesar was preaching about Dreaming dreams for God, and asked who wants to open their house and start a cell group and so I STOOD UP!
Yeah, Im gg to lead a cell once I've settled down.
Yeah, thats all what I've got to share. :)
And, thanks for all who wished and celebrated my birthday! :)
LOVE YA ALL!!